As I was driving to work one morning, I began to recall past conversations I have had with Lord concerning His plan for my life. Sisters, let me be real with you right now: I have not always embraced His plans for me. On several occasions, I have even been mortified! I felt like I wasn’t the “right” one to do whatever God was saying or that I simply wasn’t enough for what God had shown me. Have you ever experienced that moment?
God was so patient with me. He reminded me of the many battles we have faced and won together. I really appreciate my walk with the Lord. It hasn’t always been easy, but I love Him at this very moment more than I ever have before! I appreciate all that I have experienced—the good and the bad, even the downright awful. God’s blessings have manifested in my life in more ways than I could have ever imagined. He truly has been my Superhero more times than I can count.
So now, instead of running when God instructs me to do something, I am learning (notice I said “learning,” it’s a continual process for me) to recognize the presence of fear, acknowledge it, confess it to the Father, and then hand it right over to Him. I don’t ignore it and pretend that it isn’t there; otherwise that fear may just creep up and try to paralyze me and stop me from pursuing what God has instructed me to possess. I have learned to call it out and then call on Jesus to help me. And guess what? Jesus has always been right there for me! He has given me His own Word to empower me in those very moments.
The Manna Chef 