It’s so important that we address our emotional needs. I took that time and allowed myself to feel the pain from what life had been dealing. I felt grateful for God being with me in the midst of the storms. Sometimes, I felt alone in the stillness. I felt sadness from loss. I felt empty from the constant outpouring. I felt humbled from new opportunities. I felt comforted by dear friends. And in the wee hours of a restful night, I felt free. I felt so many different emotions, sometimes even at the same time. You know what? I’m so grateful that I gave myself the space to feel it all.
People didn’t quite know how to react when I simply said “no.” Some were so used to just penciling me in that they were caught by surprise when I said, “Count me out this time.” I had to choose me over some events that were probably a lot of fun. But I needed to take care of myself. I encourage you to take a step back sometimes just to enjoy a moment of stillness. Spend time alone with just you and God. (Those of you with little ones, you may have to find this time early in the morning or late at night.)
I needed “me time.” I deserved a break, but I still felt guilty for taking one. I realized that so many people around me still needed things. But I learned something, if it’s a true need and I cannot (or choose not to) meet the need, God will send someone else to do it. If you are involved in anything (ministry, business, etc.) that cannot operate without your direct involvement, you need to extend your borders and train others to continue your work. (That should be its own Manna meal!)
The Manna Chef 